a good monday

i guess it is a good monday. i skipped chapel again today and well only have 3 left but oh well, i needed to finish reading Hemingway and really didn't feel like going. i am still contemplative and feel more contemplative than i have before. i feel more perceptive today and more relaxed and energized. maybe it is the coffee, i don't know but i like this feeling and am wondering why i have it? its a peace but not a peace because life is crazy and confusing right now, but it seems that its just maybe acceptance? however, i feel like today i could get a lot or work done on my paper and other things that i need to do and i like that feeling, i feel ready to take on the week and wish that i could make money doing it. i don't know, i'll try to flesh this out through the day and we'll see what happens. i want to say that i am almost excited about what... i don't know. i just feel perceiving today and want to put it to use.