getting started

well here i am. i have read so many of these journals over the years that i decided to try it. i also realized that by reading so many years through these. it would be interesting to see what i was thinking at a specific moment in time. however, i guess i can have my first complaint on my first post of this journal. blasted Windows XP Security Pack 2 pop-up blocker. godbless it when it works, however, i just finished a long keyboard soliloquy demonstrating my sarcastic wit and how i want to use this as an opportunity to express through the written word my thoughts as if i am having a verbal conversation; therefore, i am hardly going to use good punctuation or capitalization because when we speak we do not find it necessary to tell the other what word is capitalized or if there is a period, comma or semi-colon after that word. it is all understood through context. the simple answer is i am lazy and its my journal. however, sadly and madly, this journal is the second reproduction of my introduction because again like i said XP security pack 2 deleted the previous one when i tried to preview it and well such is life. but i must rant and say that the first was better. enjoy.